Cycle I: Coming on Strong
The Hidden Voice
The Record · Tracks
THE HOUSE OF ZAN — Zan
The music collected here for The Record accompanies Cycle I: The Record, the first passage of Cycle I: Coming on Strong, in which The Hidden Voice is developed through a personal record of experience.
The playlist includes Companion Tracks for its 26 primary pieces and four Interference (RFI) pieces, together with the opening and closing arrangements for Starting The Cycle and Breaking The Cycle.
Each Companion Track was selected for the piece beside it. A track may reinforce what the voice is saying, push against it, bring something unstated forward, or hold onto something the piece leaves unresolved. Every choice comes from music I actually listen to and was made with the piece in mind. The tracks are an important part of the intended experience, but the pieces do not depend on them to be understood.
Much of the playlist comes from music that was part of my younger years: 1990s female-led alternative rock, indie, shoegaze, trip-hop, singer-songwriter music, and adjacent sounds. It is music I enjoyed then and still listen to now.
That female presence runs throughout the sequence, while the four Interference pieces deliberately interrupt it with heavier, louder music from the late 1990s and early 2000s. The change in sound is part of their function.
The music here belongs to a different generation and stylistic space from Cycle I: The Hidden Girl, even when the two playlists occasionally overlap.
The list can also be used independently as a playlist index, with links connecting each track to its corresponding piece. To follow Cycle I: The Record in reading order, start with the first piece and continue forward.
Cycle I: The Record — Starting The Cycle
Opening Arrangement: “Crystallize” — Lindsey Stirling
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1-1 · Starting Point (Hello)…
Companion Track: “Hello” — Poe
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1-2 · Onward and Upward (Connection)…
Companion Track: “Connection” — Elastica
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1-3 · Great Expectations (Cannonball)…
Companion Track: “Cannonball” — The Breeders
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1-4 · Sacrifice of Control (Fade Into You)…
Companion Track: “Fade Into You” — Mazzy Star
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1-5 · Learning Through Experience (Hand in My Pocket)…
Companion Track: “Hand in My Pocket” — Alanis Morissette
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1-6 · Objects in Space (Souvlaki Space Station)…
Companion Track: “Souvlaki Space Station” — Slowdive
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RFI One · I Want Your (Nookie)…
Companion Track: “Nookie” — Limp Bizkit
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1-7 · Your Submission: The Gift of Giving Yourself Away (Flower)…
Companion Track: “Flower” — Liz Phair
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1-8 · What/ever (Do You Think I’m a Whore?)…
Companion Track: “Do You Think I’m a Whore?” — Kittie
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1-9 · Reality of Fantasy (Numb)…
Companion Track: “Numb” — Holly McNarland
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1-10 · Broken Thing(s) (Violet)…
Companion Track: “Violet” — Hole
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1-11 · Getting Ahead (Spin Spin Sugar)…
Companion Track: “Spin Spin Sugar” — Sneaker Pimps
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1-12 · From Darkness (To Bring You My Love)…
Companion Track: “To Bring You My Love” — PJ Harvey
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RFI Two · I Want Your (Toxicity)…
Companion Track: “Toxicity” — System of a Down
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1-13 · For What It’s Worth (Candy Everybody Wants)…
Companion Track: “Candy Everybody Wants” — 10,000 Maniacs
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1-14 · Earthbound Backtrack (Alarm Call)…
Companion Track: “Alarm Call” — Björk
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1-15 · Saturn Return (New)…
Companion Track: “New” — No Doubt
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1-16 · Neptune Nowhere (In or Out)…
Companion Track: “In or Out” — Ani DiFranco
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1-17 · Jupiter Obsession (Dangerous Type)…
Companion Track: “Dangerous Type” — Letters to Cleo
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1-18 · Uranus Joy (Ladykillers)…
Companion Track: “Ladykillers” — Lush
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RFI Three · I Want Your (Drive)…
Companion Track: “Drive” — Incubus
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1-19 · Pluto Reversal (Never Say Never)…
Companion Track: “Never Say Never” — that dog.
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1-20 · Mars Bars (Naked Eye)…
Companion Track: “Naked Eye” — Luscious Jackson
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1-21 · Venus Breakdown (Bitch)…
Companion Track: “Bitch” — Meredith Brooks
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1-22 · Mercury Memories (Possession)…
Companion Track: “Possession” — Sarah McLachlan
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1-23 · Moon Shades (Shadowboxer)…
Companion Track: “Shadowboxer” — Fiona Apple
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1-24 · Sun Stroke (Sunny Came Home)…
Companion Track: “Sunny Came Home” — Shawn Colvin
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RFI Four · I Want You (Happy)…
Companion Track: “Happy?” — Mudvayne
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1-25 · Universal Truth (Here’s Where the Story Ends)…
Companion Track: “Here’s Where the Story Ends” — The Sundays
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1-26 · The Great Beyond (Stars)…
Companion Track: “Stars” — Dubstar
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Cycle I: The Record — Breaking The Cycle
Closing Arrangement: “Stars Align” — Lindsey Stirling
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The 30 Companion Tracks across the 26 primary pieces and four Interference pieces, together with the opening and closing arrangements, form the complete musical sequence for Cycle I: The Record, following the same order as the pieces they accompany.
Some pairings may become clearer after the piece has been read; others may remain less settled. A track can reinforce a voice, complicate it, or change what seemed certain about what was said.
For the pieces on their own, or to move directly between them, use Cycle I: The Record.
To approach The Hidden Voice through another passage, choose Cycle I: The Blacklight, Cycle I: The Nerve, or Cycle I: The Hidden Girl.
For other rooms in The House of Zan, return to the House Map.
Music & Rights Notice
The selection and placement of each track are a deliberate part of the editorial and artistic curation of the material presented. Artist names, song titles, and recordings are identified for reference and attribution.
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