Saturn Return (New)… (1-15) – Commentary

Saturn Return (New) is me walking back into the same circus with older bones, a sharper filter, and absolutely no patience for time-wasters.

It’s a re-entry piece:

“I’ve done this before. I know what this place is.
I’m still coming back — but on my terms.”

What this piece is actually doing

On the surface, it reads like:

  • “Here’s how to message me.”
  • “Here’s what annoys me.”
  • “Here’s how not to waste my time.”

Underneath, it’s doing three things:

  1. Planting a flag – “I am here with intent, not vibes.”
  2. Turning DMs into a sorting mechanism – rules as a filter, not a flex.
  3. Showing how my standards changed after getting burned a few times.

The opening lines:

“I am the living embodiment of sheer will and stubbornness.
I’m walking back into these infested swamplands again…”

set the tone:

  • I know it’s a swamp.
  • I know there are ghosts, scammers, and fantasy addicts.
  • I’m still stepping back in — not because I’m naïve, but because I’m not done yet.

It’s not optimism.

It’s refusal to quit.

“How To Private Message Me” = consent + triage

This isn’t just a “how to impress me” guide. It’s:

  • a boundary document,
  • an energy-management system,
  • a quiet care manual for both sides.

Each bullet is doing double duty.

1. If you’re interested, you message.

I’m normalizing:

  • shy,
  • anxious,
  • hesitant

and still saying:

“If the pull is real, it’s on you to act.”

At the same time, I’m owning that:

I will also reach out when something in you catches my eye.

“Somewhere between those two actions” is the real thesis:

  • this only works if both of us move toward each other.

2. Lead with your intention.

No vague “hey.”

I’m asking people to name:

  • admiration,
  • friendship,
  • mentoring,
  • consideration for a dynamic.

That’s not just efficiency; it’s protection:

  • for me: I know what field I’m playing on.
  • for you: you’re not accidentally auditioning for something you didn’t mean to sign up for.

Kink gets dangerous fast when no one names what game they think they’re playing.

3. If I wrote you, meet me halfway.

This is where I refuse the unspoken rule:

“Doms must perform infinite effort; everyone else gets to grunt back or vanish.”

I’m saying:

  • I will put in energy,
  • but if you reply like I’m spam, it stops.

That’s not ego; that’s self-respect.

Profile, privacy, and “give me something real”

The “give me something to work with” section is where the marketing brain comes out:

  • If you want privacy: fine.
  • But then your message has to carry the weight your profile doesn’t.

I’m saying:

“If you want my attention, show up as more than
a blank avatar with a three-word bio and vibes.”

Again, it’s not about aesthetics; it’s about signal:

  • effort,
  • clarity,
  • willingness to be legible to another human.

If you won’t give anyone enough information to see you,
you’re not ready for the level of connection I’m looking for.

Cold calls, dead chats, and emotional composting

I normalize both sides reaching out:

“A first message from you is always welcome.”
“A first message from me is a cold call.”

That’s me saying:

  • I don’t sit on a throne waiting to be worshipped.
  • But I also won’t keep knocking on a locked door.

The “If it dies, let it die” piece is quiet emotional hygiene:

  • no chasing,
  • no guilt trips,
  • no forced resuscitation of something that never had a pulse.

“Not every chat needs a funeral.”

That’s an important line.

In spaces built on fantasy:

  • people cling to anything that might become a story,
  • instead of admitting: “this one was a non-event.”

Sometimes the healthiest move is:

“It didn’t catch. That’s it. We’re done here.”

“You don’t owe me performance; I don’t owe you a parade.”

This is one of the most important bullets:

“I don’t expect your ‘s-type-ness’ to be on full display when under consideration;
don’t expect me to fully grace you with my role-type(s) until you are my companion.”

That’s me rejecting two traps at once:

  • subs feeling like they have to perform submission immediately to be valid.
  • Doms feeling like they have to put on a full Dom™ stage show on message one.

I’m saying:

  • you can show up as a person first,
  • I will show up as a person first,
  • the deeper roles come after we’ve actually established we want to be in each other’s lives.

This is how you avoid:

  • insta-collars,
  • insta-ownership,
  • insta-regret.

The unwritten map and free will

The last paragraph:

“If you believe the future is unwritten, this is where the map ends and free will takes over…”

is where the post opens a door instead of drawing a cage.

I lay out:

  • my rules,
  • my expectations,
  • my filters,

and then hand it back:

“Either we become something real, or you fade into the static.”

No threats. No doom.

Just:

  • “These are the terms.”
  • “If we sync, great.”
  • “If we don’t, you’re not wrong, I’m not wrong — we’re just not it for each other.”

The “cock-gobblers” line at the end is pure Season 1 flavor:

  • crass on purpose,
  • undercutting how serious the structure is,
  • reminding you this is still kink, still playful, still allowed to be ridiculous even while we talk about standards.

On the companion track: “New” – No Doubt

“New” sits over this piece like a neon sign flashing:

second act
new phase
same city, different spine

The song has:

  • that jittery, forward-moving energy,
  • lyrics about fresh connection and unfamiliar territory,
  • the sense of stepping into something that could go very right or very wrong — but feels worth the risk.

Pairing it with this post does a few things:

  • Reframe the swamp – this isn’t “back to the same old shit”; it’s “back, but upgraded.”
  • Match the mood – hopeful, charged, a little reckless, but not naïve.
  • Mark the moment – this is the point in Cycle I where I stop just musing about the landscape and start deliberately inviting people deeper in.

It’s not about the song as trivia.

It’s a tone statement:

“Yes, I’ve been here before.
Yes, I know how sideways it can go.
I’m still willing to try something new — with the right person.”

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