Neptune Nowhere… (1-16) — An Analysis

THE BLACKLIGHT // DEVELOPER CONSOLE

SOURCE LOADED: Neptune Nowhere (In or Out)…

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INPUT

The problem begins with fit.

Someone wants a person reduced to something that:

“fits neatly beside a checkbox.”

Then come the possible answers.

“Straight.

Gay.

Bi.

Queer.

This.

That.

Alien.

Prefer not to say.”

The list flattens very different kinds of information into the same format.

Identity.

Approximation.

Nonsense.

Refusal.

All of them can occupy the same little space.

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MECHANISM

The system begins by treating categories as containers.

The objection is not that the words are necessarily false.

“Some of those words might describe me accurately.

Some have at one time or another.

Some might again…”

Accuracy is allowed.

Permanence is not assumed.

A word can correctly describe someone without earning the right to describe them forever.

Then:

“None of them have ever managed to follow me around long enough to explain everything.”

The label stays comparatively still.

The person keeps moving.

That movement appears repeatedly later.

“express themselves”

“change”

“contradict themselves”

“become whatever the hell they are becoming”

Those are difficult things to fit neatly beside a checkbox because they continue happening after the box has been checked.

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VARIABLES

The system changes depending on whether the label or the person is being treated as the source of information.

The door creates another version of the problem.

“I try to keep my door to the universe open…”

But:

“someone decides what is behind the door before knocking.”

The person has not been encountered yet.

A conclusion has.

That can affect who is allowed through:

“Sometimes the person you filtered out was the person you were looking for.”

A filter is supposed to make finding easier.

It can also remove the answer.

The mistake becomes clearer because the language refuses to discard labels completely.

“Labels can be useful.”

They can indicate history.

Preference.

Attraction.

Comfort.

They may even help people find each other.

“Useful little things.

Sometimes.”

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CONDITIONS

The system behaves differently when a description becomes a replacement.

The limitation arrives here:

“Right up until somebody mistakes the label for the person wearing it.”

The next example shows exactly how that happens.

“straight white male”

Three pieces of information.

Then:

“one version of me starts forming in their head.”

Change one word and:

“another one appears.”

Add more and the imagined person suddenly acquires things that were never provided.

Opinions.

Beliefs.

Enemies.

Sexual partners.

Bumper stickers.

Then comes the pressure mark:

“I didn’t even have to participate.”

The labels may contain real information.

The invented person contains more information than anyone actually gave.

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DEBUG LOG

Detected: Labels provided information, but assumptions supplied the missing pieces.

Updated: Category was separated from biography.

Flagged: A person was constructed from details they never personally offered.

Reclassified: The label remained useful only when it stayed smaller than the person carrying it.

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CURRENT STATE

The joke names the process:

“demographic Mad Libs”

Mad Libs begin with blanks.

Somebody else fills them.

The completed story contains the supplied words, but the supplied words did not write the story.

That makes the distinction near the end especially important.

“There is value in knowing what somebody calls themselves.

There is considerably more value in finding out why.”

The first answer gives a word.

The second begins returning information to the person who chose it.

Why that word?

Why now?

Why does it matter?

What history sits behind it?

What does it include for them?

What does it not include?

The label does not disappear.

It becomes less capable of speaking alone.

Then fit returns.

“I do not need someone to arrive without labels.

I just need enough room left around them for a person to fit.”

The opening wanted the person to fit beside the checkbox.

Now the requirement has reversed.

The label must leave enough space for the person to fit.

That is a much smaller argument than abolishing categories.

The checkbox can remain.

The word can remain.

The identity can remain.

The person simply has to be larger than the space already filled in around it.

“Same goes for me.”

Then the final question tries once more to reduce the answer to two positions.

“in or out”

Instead:

“Let’s try a third option:

Does Not Apply.

The refusal is still written in the language of a form.

That is what makes it work.

It does not claim classification is useless.

It says the available classification does not fit the question being asked.

The opening problem was a person being made small enough to fit beside a checkbox.

The ending leaves the checkbox where it is.

It just refuses to make the person fit inside the answer someone else prepared for them.

Before using a label to predict the person carrying it, separate what the label actually tells you from everything you have filled in around it.

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SOURCE UNCHANGED.

READER STATE UPDATED.

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