Content note: Discusses frustration with the kink scene, manipulation, emotional fatigue, and questions around value and intention.
People cannot comprehend people’s worth in this lifestyle.
When you have, seemingly, a lot of something, it devalues the whole thing – even if the lot of it isn’t at all equal.
Anyway, I’m having one of those delirious phases where I feel sociable enough to try to form something meaningful with someone special [anyone] in the kink lifestyle.
I know. Stupid me.
I’ve been having sporadic, second-hand encounters by way of people’s personal ads and profiles for the better part of the day.
The realization that, if I had spent this time talking to someone one-on-one – someone I could have possibly made a positive impact on – or even provided some vindication for my own mere existence on this platform, is… disheartening.
Alas, that was not to be, as I had not received the memo of today’s festivities.
It would seem the posting members in the classified communities, at large, were busy trying to manipulate, swindle, and waste other people’s time to the nth degree.
Or… so I have read.
Yet, I believe, that is not the REAL issue at hand.
I believe the severity of this issue can only be confronted when we, as the dominant Homo sapiens, stop chasing metaphorical dragons to avoid our harsh reality:
Nobody knows what they really want, has any clue how to obtain it, or any room to be told otherwise.
Now, even with such a brutal revelation, I have utter confidence that I can explain, in vivid detail, how you can discover what you want, how to get it, and how to accept concepts beyond your grasp.
Well, that seems like a good place to stop.
Oh. You thought there was going to be more?
[Check my “How’s My Driving” sign on this one, boys.]
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